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Its hard when you try to tell your mum she won’t be able to drive anymore and she doesn’t want to listen to you….and when she’ll need a wheelchair pretty much whenever she goes out :(
2: I hate your tumblr.
3: I love your tumblr.
4: You’re my Tumblr crush.
5: Your Tumblr is amazing.
6: You’re gorgeous.
7: You’re pretty.
8: I want your number.
9: I’m on your blog often.
10: Bacon.
me: uh i'm lis-
dad: you me at seven?
dad: bad charlotte?
dad: all time high?
dad: difficult plan?
me:
dad: laughs for 10 minutes at own jokes
On the eve of my 26th birthday (well, few weeks away), I can’t help but sit here and think of what a failure I am.
I didn’t finish school, I haven’t had a job in 2 years, I had to quit uni….
idk. Not being able to move for 6 weeks after an operation probably causes that.
I just feel that I’m a failure.
That no one cares about me, or if anything happened to me no one would notice.
I miss when I used to get texts that said “I love you” even if it was just from a friend.
I miss hugs. I miss kisses. I miss waking up next to someone.
I’m so self concious and hate the way I look, the way I walk, the way I talk, act….
Most of all I miss people saying they care about me without me having to write something first.
Sometimes I feel like a complete waste of space, that I don’t deserve to be here.
With my mums deterioration, my housemates stress, my foot…..everything in my life is shit right now, I struggle to deal with it :(
I’ll answer almost anything I get in my inbox this evening….but try not to be anonymous with mega sexual related questions coz I may use a TMI clause and ignore them.
